Merging your will with Source
There is a divine, perfect intelligence that orchestrates this entire universe. From the rotation of planets and galaxies, down to the minuet aspects of your daily life, all is precisely positioned. It seems like we are making choices, and yet even the decisions we make, no matter how hard or easy they seem, are sourced from a source that knows. Whether we are aware of that source or not doesn’t matter in relation to what occurs. What occurs will occur, the decisions and choices we make will be equally informed. The only difference is our experience of what occurs, not in the actual occurrence itself.
This is not to say that all is preplanned or predestined. Rather it is to say that in each moment there is an intelligence that knows and it is constantly informing all that occurs. When I say that it is only our experience of what occurs that differs, is to say that how we view, perceive and respond to the appearances of life is our free will. Our free will isn’t necessarily in the deciding or choosing of what occurs (though it seems that way), but rather how we decide to participate with what shows up. In this way it is not a “separate from” or “life happening to you” experience. Instead you are moved by this intelligence that knows in a symbiotic way where you are one with the occurrences and the intelligence.
In order to know life and experience it in this way, your will must be one with the will of the creator of this orchestrated dance. That means that what you think should happen or passionately desire to happen in your personal life or in the larger collective, must be surrendered to what is happening. This is really a very easy thing to do outside of the fact that we attach greatly to what we think should be, what we perceive to be better or best, and to what we want. It’s not the thoughts or the desire for what we want to experience that create the obstacles for us, but rather our attachment to them happening. When our attachment to them happening supersedes our capacity to be present with what is actually occurring we suffer. Even our suffering is perfectly positioned, part of the cosmic orchestration, of the creator expressing itself in all its various flavors, with the intention of knowing itself and purifying its perspectives into it’s own original source.
THE CREATOR’S WILL
Magic & love for whatever is
It is first important to remember that nothing happens outside of the creator’s will. When I use the terms: creator, source or intelligence, I mean them to all point towards the same “thing”. Pointing to that which knows, that which is, that which is aware. Nothing can happen outside of awareness, therefore nothing happens outside of the creator’s will. This is why surrendering to what is, which is a giving away of all of your insistences, preferences and righteousness, aligns your will (your awareness) with that of the creator’s will. You know you have arrived here when there is no longer any charge left in your body-mind about anything that is occurring. This is the first state of being where you can actually be useful and be used.
To be useful or be used is to be of service to the creator’s will. Many people have a negative relationship to being used because they feel disempowered or less than. However the only aspect that “gets disempowered” when you surrender is your own personal agendas and perceptions of what should be. Not until you surrender can you participate with more awareness, with this larger source or intelligence that guides all of creation and life. Until you arrive in surrender there will be fight, push/pull, attempting to figure it out or conquering energies. This is all a result of your own (and the collective’s) resistance with what is. If we all dropped our righteousness instantly, no charge would remain and the experience of life on this planet, with this collective beings, would be harmonious.
Some of you might think or say: what about all of the stuff that is wrong, could be better or needs to be fixed? What I would say to that is that the creator knows all, sees all and creates all. To surrender your personal opinions, ideas and judgments of what is best, to an all knowing source of infinite intelligence does not make you more stupid or less useful. It does the very opposite. It gives you access to wisdom and resourcefulness that would otherwise be unseen by you. As we clear out our own vessels we are better able to listen and follow. We can more readily take action where the creator’s will moves us to take action. When you realize your life is not about you, but rather that there is a much bigger game being played, you willingly take your position as a pawn on the board and let yourself be played.
The result is magic and love for whatever is. You get to fully participate in the present with what is. You stop living in ideas and story, and open yourself to the mystery of creation happening now and now and now. There is never dullness. There is still feeling, desire and passion. There is lots of movement. There is clarity in not knowing, but in being moved, guided and used by that which does know. There is deep satisfaction and fulfillment because you know nothing else more perfect could ever be other than what is now, and you share that knowing with every energy and person you meet. You are in love and connection, and that love and connection consciously brings the will of the creator through you, and happening for all. This is the creator’s will.
Dr. Amanda Love